Some people might give condolences, but I'm not sorry. I'm not because I also got another series of notices telling me I was not being considered for jobs. It felt like the go ahead...as in, the Universe dropped a piano to knock some sense into me,
It's okay Alexis. You are supposed to do this. If you don't effing do this, I'm going to make you. Love and Kisses, God/The Universe/Metaphysical Forces Everywhere.
Every other door closed. With every door closed except one, things get pretty easy. In fact, stupidly easy. In fact, I should drink a beer right now in gratitude.
And then there was another thing. As I reworked my KHLOE ALWELL series, I realized, I love these books. I mean, I would reread these books for fun...over and over...like I do Jane Austen, or Harry Potter. I mean, I'm not comparing myself to those writers, except to say I enjoy the story just as much. I mean, I'm reworking the heck out of these books. I was a hobbyist when I published them originally. I've grown tremendously since writing THE BROTHERS, but...
I love Laran. I love him. He is...my favorite. I mean, this guy seriously is the hot, snarky, punk I always wanted in a book. And I identify with Khloe - the girl who reluctantly accepts and embraces her power, to become something the world never expected, but always wanted. I love these books. Love. Them.
And I wrote them! Ha! And it's great if other people love them too, but I think...maybe...I just wrote them for me. And that's enough. The sexy, action-packed, snark is enough for me.
And as I realized that, while every other door closed, I filled with strength. Because suddenly, it didn't matter any more whether I sold ten books, or a hundred thousand. Suddenly, it didn't matter if people hated or loved my words.
I was meant to write. I was meant for this. I sailed across the sea, and as I reached the shore, those ships all burned. There are no bridges. There are only locked doors behind me. There is only one way forward - the word. My words.
The steps unfold before me, and I will take them with purpose - with faith - knowing it is my path, and it is right.
LAUNCH PROGRESS UPDATE:
This past week was hard because I had some scheduling issues (in addition to the closed doors) and my computer was on the fritz. Christian got it back up and running, thankfully, but I now do daily back-ups so I won't lose any work. Read: I am going to have to replace my computer this year. Yikes.
Despite this, last week I finished:
- Patreon upload
- Blog posts
- Thrive & journal covers
- Updates to Thrive
- Revisions to journal
- Consulted with other authors about marketing
- Consulted with friends about marketing
- 100% revamped THE BROTHERS
- 30% revamped LOVERS & RIVALS
- Researched celebrity influencers
- Researched marketing campaigns
- Wrote out more marketing plans
- Divied up marketing elements
- Drew and edited novel artwork
- Upload again to Patreon
- Write blog posts
- finish THRIVE updates
- talk to de facto editor about THRIVE updates
- Complete website
- Buy domain and hosting
- Upload revamped BROTHERS, description, & new cover
- 100% finish revamp of LOVERS & RIVALS
- revamp social media outlets (Facebook author page, Twitter, Patreon)
- finish social media cover photo promoting THRIVE